I will never cease to be amazed by God. There is so much to learn about Him. Being at a bible school in Michigan has been so eye opening and humbling. God is so GREAT! I am such a sinner. And I fall short. Yet somehow God cared enough to send His Son Jesus who is the Christ to earth to die for my sins, and then He rose again and sits at God’s right hand today! What a beautiful example of extraordinary sacrificial unconditional love. We can never plumb the depths of His grace. He views me as redeemed because I placed my faith in Jesus Christ. Christ has redeemed me and now God views me as His child. And now I am continually learning more about His character. I have so many questions and I am getting some answers here at school. But the biggest thing that I am trying to do is be open to God teaching me. There are so many times where I think I know what’s going on, but I can be so wrong in my thinking. God is faithful in my life though. As I get to know people see the pain and agony they have endured, I question God. I try not to, but sometimes I still ask how He could be good. I’ve been learning a lot about God’s goodness despite the pain and heartache in this world. I don’t understand it all yet, but maybe I will never truly grasp it. I see the suffering people have endured that God has used for good. It blows me away that God can use such suffering to reach more people and instill a deeper trust in Him. Going through pain will either bring you closer to God or farther away. I want to draw closer to God every day because the truth is; He is the only constant thing in this world. His perfect character will never change.